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I’ll never get there
The road doesn’t go that far
The drab emptiness of the corners of my room
Walls close in on me, it’s nothing new
I’ll just lay here and cry
As the tears fall from my eyes
It’s so hard
Letting go means giving up on myself
Warm memories is all that I look back on
As the tears fall from my eyes
I was there
I belong there
Your smiles, your laughter
A place that feels like home to me
It does not exist, not will it ever
The only home I have is closing my eyes
As the darkness consumes me
Until the start of another day
I just want to live in the darkness forever
And never wake up again